Since you (YES YOU KNOW WHO!) complained u r sick of seeing the same thing everytime you decide to pop by here, even though you know i don't update anymore, just decided to post a picture up. Love you girls!

HELLO!!!

Yes I'm still in the office. No this is not my last week. Mann I can't believe this but I let my boss psycho me to extend. At least until he gets a full time replacement. So much for the build up of anticipating sleeping past noon and going out everyday. On the other hand, yes, I can hear you old people out there saying its a good thing that I dont have to depend on my parents for money and I'm spending my time fruitfully. Blah blah blah. Yeah fruitful if you consider the fact that i work the most 2 hours and spend the rest of the 6 hours infront of an internet accessible computer which I'm free to use. And I still get pocket money from my grandma... Its kind off funny: When the younger folks heard that I was quitting next week, they were like "Yeah take the time to go and play. Won't get much of a chance next time" The older folk started the lecture mentioned above... On a lighter note, I'm still going to take leave next wed and go out with 2 of my cutest and prettiest nieces. And some other people. Haha. And I'm thursday I'm going to take leave and sleep in. Whoot! You see, I work Mon to Fri, tuition on Sat, church on Sun. The last time I actually got out of bed willingly- millions of years ago..

To my girlfriends, yes I'll still be looking for a job with you guys. Well we planned to work together. But it's hard to find a place which actually wants to hire 6 part time girls at once. So yes, we'll see. It'll be fun if we can find it. Going to see your later :)

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Updates from my HK trip. Loved the weather there. Nope not the shopping. I only bought one top for myself. Yes no need to scream. And the dessert there is AWESOME. I'm still dreaming of their rice balls and mango desserts.Slurp...And oh the roasted goose. Other than that, it was fun hanging out with my relatives. Especially Thalia. She's like really hyper after she wakes up and had her milk in the evening, she'll start laughing and screaming and kicking her legs at the slightest thing. We came up with this phrase for her "Happy hour, free flow of saliva"... Disneyland, Ocean Park and Madam Tussards were mostly a bore. The next time I'll go back there will be when I bring my own kids. *Hint Hint* Too lazy to upload photos and besides it's not in the office computer so MAYBE next time.

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A level results. Outwardly everything was cool. Whats there to be scared of right? Its just results. Yeah right. Not when you spend 2 crazy years of your life trying to juggle so many things at once. Inside, the pressure was still there. The fear that it would be a repeat of my O level's performance was there. Thank God, everything was uncalled for. With 3 A's and 2 B's, I'm pretty sure I can get into uni. I want to get into NTU accountancy though. So yupp pretty done with all the applications and stuff. Now got to wait for the interviews and stuff... And yes, I want to burn my JC notes. Anyone interested in coming or helping me?

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Can't think of anything else to write about now. I just want to sleep. Some naughty person woke me up in the middle of the night and laughed when i sounded so retardedly sleepy.

My back's breaking. Ok maybe not. But it hurts.

3 possible reasons
- My sleeping postion (Aiyah what to do.)

- My heels (Vain but not so vain me knows it bad but who cares)

- Back breaking work I did today (Nur's on half day leave so no choice)

Isn't it amazing? We people are so full of contradictions. When there's nothing to do, i complain i'm bored. When there's so much to do, i complain its tiring. Haha. Wearing heels hurt but most ladies still wear them. Smoking kills but people still smoke. Blah Blah Blah. Tell me what you want what you really really want... (Sorry, its playing on the radio) And i just did something rude. Cut a guy off in mid sentence while he's droning on about some CPF thing when I said I wasn't interested. See? Its rude but I still did it. Morale of the story you ask, I also dont know. Wahaha. My brain's not really wired right right now.

One more hour and i'm out of here. To meet Shawna and Joanne. We haven't met up in ages. Honestly. We see each other in church but thats it. So ya, I'm looking forward to it, breaking/broken back or wired left brain or not.

Just heard the looney toons tune. Haha so crappy. Reminds me of sh. And yes stop nagging, I shall go read a cooking magazine. In my dreams. Fine maybe if you get me one I will. And shouldn't magazine be pronounced as ma-ga-zine? If not it should be spelt as mehgirzin. Ok I need to get out of here fast. I'm smiling to myself and you people reading it will be like huh. And yes danica, I tend to amuse myself. A lot.

On the downside, yes I'm pissed, I don't get why you made a fuss out of a supposed big deal. And now it becomes one. I don't know if we will ever talk again but i just want to say I tried- not to mention him infront of you- but maybe it wasn't hard enough.

Ok I'm not hyper already, the monotomy of work is getting to me again. Which means I'll stop here. Till then.

This year I replied everyone who messaged me, i think.

Anyway V day is so hyped up. So commercialised and all. So if anyone wants to get me stuff, anyday but today would be better. It'll be more of a surprise. Mummy's helping out at a florist and a stalk of rose costs like 10 bucks. I can have 2 totally satisfying meals with that amount mann. That said, I kind of miss V day in a girls' school, not so much the gifts, but the spirit that eveyone seems to be in, letters hugs and all. Working is just so, you know, monotonus.

Here for 10 days and i can safely say i can complete my work if i left my brain at home. Fret not though, i'm still working my brain, maybe just the right one thought. Giving tuition/ Helping 3 people in math. And that's what my date tonight will be about. Teaching my brother vectors:(

On a brighter note, cash is coming in. Trying really hard not to spend it. But once I go to HK next month, HAha.

Shall go back to reading my sad storybook. I hate writing you know. whatever.

Revival!!!!!

Okay, it wasnt exactly dead,maybe just having a real long sleep.yeah of 2 years. Honestly didn't even know it was alive and had no intention of waking it up.UNTIL i started reading my past posts n realised the memories that i stored here.K sounds so cheesy,but i ACTUALLY do remember the some of the times i sat typing them. But going to make some changes though. No more singlish and as much as possible, type in proper sentences. If you already started laughing, shut up and learn to be more encouraging :)

So now you know why I'm back here. The reason why I was actually at my blog in the first place: I'm so bored at the office I've started to surf the net. And no, I'm not slacking instead of doing work, i really finished my work, for now. Its only a tempoary receptionist job at a law firm so yeah what do you expect. Fifty bucks per day and considering the fact that its quite relaxed here, pay's pretty decent.

Now, what I've been doing the past 3 years, after computer club ended and the busy me wasn't free enough to come back here. awwwww. Anyhow cleared the O's, ended up in SRJC after 3 months in SAJC. Was a cultural shock when i first when there. Ended up in council which doesn't give you much time left after including lessons and studying. Met some really good friends. Finished my A's and now waiting for my results. Hmmm that about sums it up. Wasn't the best time in my life, but I won't change anything about it. Learnt alot the 2 years.

For now, I guess this is long enough. I'm tired of the rigour of having to write pages of essays so my posts shall be short and sweet. haha. Going to surf the net. yeah. again. sh says i should read up about new things but lazy sia :)

waha. this is NOT joyeee. (who accidentally loves xiu (me!) . yes. we're accidentally in love. wahaha)

she wanted me to update for her. so...
latest happenings:
1. we're accidentally in love.
2. we're still accidentally in love.
3. we'll always be accidentally in love.

ok. enuff of the crap. (:

You give & take away

i miss thailand!!! was daydreaming in sch the other day when i dun noe when the subject of thailand came up. than i was thinking back wad we were doing there on tt day. think it was a tues. yar. rmbed tt we were prayerwaking around the town tt day. than i was lyk wad m i doing here in singapore. leading such a can i say "meaningless" life. than i was lyk aiyar heck. than was reading the daily bread at nite.

Many of our recurring complaints focus not on what we don't have, but on what we do have and find uninteresting. Whether it's our work, our church, our house, or our spouse, boredom grumbles that it's not what we want or need. This frustration with sameness has been true of the human spirit since the beginning.
Notice the protest of God's people about their menu in the wilderness. Recalling the variety of food they ate as slaves in Egypt, they despised the monotony of God's current provision: "Our whole being is dried up; there is nothing at all except this manna before our eyes!" (Numbers 11:6).
God provided exactly what they needed each day, but they wanted something more exciting. Are we tempted to do the same? Oswald Chambers said: "Drudgery is the touchstone of character. There are times when there is no illumination and no thrill, but just the daily round, the common task. Routine is God's way of saving us between our times of inspiration. Do not expect God always to give you His thrilling minutes, but learn to live in the domain of drudgery by the power of God."
During the boring times of life, God is working to instill His character in us. Drudgery is our opportunity to experience the presence of the Lord. —David McCasland

dun u find it so true? hav to keep reminding myself tt theres a purpose for everything God puts me thru in life. yupp so help me ok? talking bout life. everyone seems kinda of depressed lately. cheer up pple. class has been getting prep talks everyday for the whole week from at least 5 pple n the week has nt ended. yarr. got back progress report today. L1R5 20. ok i expected worse. guess how much i got 4 chem. 26%. i hope tt convinces my dad to let me drop it. hmmm life is fun. cant wait to c wad happens the next day. i'm lyk falling sick at least twice a month n i seldom even fall sick last time. dun noe y but i rrli dun noe wad will happen tmr n the best part of it is i dun care. ok lar mayb nt dun care but i kinda of at peace wif tt. ok i'm kinda of lazy to type anymore so mayb hopefully i'll update soon. oh 1 more thing. I CANT WAIT FOR SYNERGIZE!!!