ok. so we're gg to start a net(cell grp) in sch.n yar god is already doing things. at first i din rrli noe how to lyk u noe bring it up. scared of pple's reactions??? ok tis is so exciting. anyway spoke to alicia n shu yi juz now n shu yi oso wanted to start one. so yar... ok n i heard dawn oso wanted to start one or was interested but anyway, i believe its God's doing. esp aft the msg by doug lambert. if u havent heard it go get the tape. its rrliiii good. so anyway yar... if u're from tkgs n wna join us, juz tag ok? n if u're nt from my sch, u can still pray for us n yar everything.... ok i'm juz gg to leave everything to him but yar tis is gg to b so exviting. haha.
~ rmb to pray~

Someone's Watching Over Me
by Hilary Duff

I found myself today
Oh, I found myself and ran away
Something pulled me back
A voice of reason, I forgot I had
All I know is your not here to say
What you always used to say
But it’s written in the sky tonight
So I won’t give up
No I won’t break down
Sooner than it seems, life turns around
And I will be strong
Even if it all goes wrong
When I’m standing in the dark, I’ll still believe
Someone’s watching over me
I’ve seen that ray of light
And it’s shining on my destiny
Shining all the time
And I won’t be afraid
To follow everywhere it’s taking me
All I know is
Yesterday is gone
And right now I belong
To this moment, to my dreams
So I won’t give up
No I won’t break down
Sooner than it seems, life turns around
And I will be strong
Even if it all goes wrong
When I’m standing in the dark, I’ll still believe
Someone’s watching over me
It doesn’t matter what people say
And it doesn’t matter how long it takes
Believe in yourself
And you’ll find
And it only matters how true you are
Be true to yourself and follow your heart
So I won’t give up
No I won’t break down
Sooner than it seems, life turns around
And I will be strong
Even if it all goes wrong
When I’m standing in the dark, I’ll still believe
That I won’t give up
No I won’t break down
Sooner than it seems, life turns around
And I will be strong
Even when it all goes wrong
When I’m standing in the dark, I’ll still believe
Someone’s watching over
Someone's watching over
Someone's watching over me
Someone's watching over me

~such a nice song~

hyper

ok. i'm finally updating. yar. hols r here but i find that i'm juz wastin my time. i wanna do something useful man. nt juz slacking n gg out everyday. okay i'm supposed to do my hw, clean my rm, arrange the photos but yar. havent started at all. ok, shall stop whining. had a weird day today. mood swings. went out wif jo, tuckie n jin guo but was so bored. haiz. anyway came home n found out my bro's not at home n my dad is cmg home late. so yeah. can watch tv n SI. hopr sly gets out. n 4 those who din noe, my dad is super strict so yar. cant even watch tv. on top of other things. wif studying being the lease of my worries. haiz. sad. anyway came home n my mum wanted to watch tv but din even noe how to switch it on. wahaha. kept laughing. wait till my bro hears tis. than when i was wtching tv, the yakult woman kept calling me auntie. man, do i look so old. i mite look lyk i'm 17 or 18 but an auntie? hello? i'm 15 n not an auntie. haiz. blah blah blah. told yar i was hyper. shootz happy fish has started. byeeeeeeeeee.
~ hyper~

Love

1If I speak in the tongues of men and of angels, but have not love, I am only a resounding gong or a clanging cymbal. 2If I have the gift of prophecy and can fathom all mysteries and all knowledge, and if I have a faith that can move mountains, but have not love, I am nothing. 3If I give all I possess to the poor and surrender my body to the flames,but have not love, I gain nothing. 4Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. 5It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. 6Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. 7It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres. 8Love never fails. But where there are prophecies, they will cease; where there are tongues, they will be stilled; where there is knowledge, it will pass away. 9For we know in part and we prophesy in part, 10but when perfection comes, the imperfect disappears. 11When I was a child, I talked like a child, I thought like a child, I reasoned like a child. When I became a man, I put childish ways behind me. 12Now we see but a poor reflection as in a mirror; then we shall see face to face. Now I know in part; then I shall know fully, even as I am fully known. 13And now these three remain: faith, hope and love. But the greatest of these is love.

1 Corinthians 13

bout my post on oct 31, i can said i wrote in a fit of anger. i sort of regret it. sorry bout the tone n launguage but that was something lyk my exact thoughts than. i thought of deleting it but i think if i dare to think lyk that, i mite as well admit it. the chi saying gan zhuo can dang. dare to do dare to admit or something lyk that. anyway, pray for me yar?
~ in sch now~

gah. i'm super confused. i guess its over. dun noe if its the rite thing to do but i'll juz let nature take its course. not that i dun wanna do it but i dun think it'll last. so wads the point. dun go into things that u noe it wont last. i did it n its sad. but god is real n he lasts. forever. cant wait to meet him. cant wait to die n meet him. hey. although i said no but we still can frens k? pple dun hav to b attached to get to noe each other more n b good frens. anyway tis is my choice.accept it. bout the part being frens, its up to u. juz rmb, i'll still b there for u yar?even if i'm not, God is there. so juz enjoy life as it is n yar take things as they come. take care. n stay wif him forever.


Welcome To My Life
by Simple Plan

Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you
Do you ever wanna run away?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming
No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels alright
You don't know what it's like to be like me
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more
Before your life is over
Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With the big fake smiles and stupid lies
While deep inside you're bleeding
No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels alright
You don't know what it's like to be like me
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
No one ever lied straight to your face
And no one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I'm happy
But I'm not gonna be ok
Everybody always gave you what you wanted
You never had to work it was always there
You don't know what it's like
What it's like
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like (what it's like)
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life

i'm so pissed off aft reading her blog. lyk hello? who was the one who started it? juz walking from the second floor to the first n we didnt talk to you n u saw u feel left out. how old r u? muz we talk to u every second of our lives. we have a life to ok? not entirely devoted to u. open your mouth. gold wont fall out. we dun own u a single thing. do u mean that when u comfort us or talk to us, u expect us to return u the favour? u make frens so u get things back in return is it? stop trying to make us feel guilty. n others to take pity on u. they mite. but we dun care. i still hav lots of things to say but i've juz decided aft reading that i wont waste my time replying your letter which was equally dumb. wanted to but i'm not. if jo wants to, thats her prob. i 'm being a bitch now but i can b worse.
~lettigoutsteam~