greater is he that is in u than he that is in the world.
grace kept repeating it till it is still stuck in my head and its already tues. haha. mayb shd try study lyk that. anyway thought bout it when i was gg to sleep. many times we let things stop us from gg out but we keep forgeting that he is on our side. n wif him nothing is impossible. so i'm trying hard to leave it all at his feet n do wad i'm supposed to do. hack my frens n relatives.
anyway that was juz a though from me. my router is spoilt. lyk so dumb. aargh. so i'm allowed to use my mum's com for a short while. n now she has to use it. so bye.
pls: i'm ok. trust me.

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i noe i havent updated in a gazillion dog years but gah. very lazy. n my typing seriously sux. anyway my results are lyk bad.

eng- C5
chi- C5 or C6
emaths- C5
amaths-C6
phy- D7
chem- C5
hist- B3
SS/lit- C5
its so bad. all c. especially my maths. anyway enough bout those exams till the end of the year.

things have been happening. gg loss some frens. or mayb already lost them. seriously think that i have problems maintaning friendships or relationships for that matter. dun noe y. its prob me. or is it? some pple say i'm dao. i juz cant b bothered u noe. sometimes i try so hard but it juz doesnt come out the way u want it to. juz feel lyk giving up. to juz let it out for the world to c. in black n white. sometimes i think i'm leading 2 lifes. u noe lyk that bk dun noe wad jekeyl or hyde or wadever. the me when i'm in sch or in church n the me when i'm not wif classmates or church pple. gah u wont get wad i mean unless u belong to the other catergory. tryin to juz stay on the straight n narrow. its difficult i noe but help me. pls. i'm not making sense. again. juz whining n whining. when will i ever talk sense? never. someone talk sense into me.
u dont noe wad its lyk to b lyk me. a line from welcome to my life. nice song. tryin to dl princess diary royal engagement but its taking lyk so long. tryin to return the endless testimonials. gah. i think i'm having mood swings. 1 moment i'm lyk depressed the next is the bo chap than aft that i feel crappy. gah wadever. i'm not pmsing lor. thank u.
gg sentosa next wk. mum got a rm at rasa sentosa. finally can suntan. doubt i can get dark. nvm. no harm tryin. think positive man. haha. looks who talking rite?
feel so fake. cant explain y. aarghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh................ i wanna scream n go on n on even when i have no voice. to scream till i... ... dun noe.gah. sorry. juz wanted to let out.
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